humid shit fuck bugger

words fail me. im unhappy. rachel is leaving work at the end of the month. she is still working in cambridge full time which i am happy for her for getting a proper non temp job not worrying for the future of employment. do i want a full time job? is this the area of employment that I want to be in? I dont know at the moment, this is good for I am a temp. i like her and being around her and life at work shall be less without her being there.
The bike fucked again, another fucking puncture. I am going to have to do some research or go back to the mountain bike for the future because this is becoming a fucking joke. Spoke to the old man on the dog this evo and they made it through the 50 mile bike ride yesterday for which I am sponsoring them altho vicky was a big drag to their speedy progress (*cough* well everything is relative you know! :)).

The weekend. Friday evening. Donned the biking kit including the new clipless peddles and shoes and maillot jaune lycra shorts under red all but worn out shorts (not fully ready for the full on transgression into roadie mode yet). I went right out the door to the roundabout right there right onto milton road left at the lights right along the road that eventually goes past the back entrance to the science park and back the usual way to the 189. Toppled over sideways at a red light aside some cars very stylish! Good Fast short 4 mile ride about 18 mph average. Saturday up very early did 50 miles nice crowd very very energy deprived at the end should next time eat more before and during the ride, last 5 or so miles were mindless slogging. The gen pace of the group was slow to my standards but i made fast stages on my own or with a girl who also was fast and or a bloke likewise. The route went through very flat land very nice scenery to wickham fen nature reserve cafe and back. Another spoke dissociated itself from my bike, this time the back wheel. Im going to get a nipple key and some more tools this weekend if i can as i need to be able to do this kind of thing on my own! Sunday brigitte dave and I went with the cambridge 20s 30s walk in thetford long journey late because airshow traffic jam huge diversion required. very damn humid especially in the evening walking up very steep climb. Lots of hillage second aftenoon walk best. Voted yesterday by post. euro elections this thurs. Saw third harry potter movie, bit shit to be honest, long boring and not very much magic. The cineworld was more confortable but with almost 30 mins of ads this was far too much hastle for this minute gain in confort. Arthouse still to experience!

Juggling: 33*2 4ball shower NR!!! First proper juggling in at least a week (?). Quondos.