Monday, December 19, 2005

coffee tea coffee

turbulent day, great weekend.
Fri night the work christmas party, really good time, got wasted first in a long time. Sat was spent under the red wine hungover haze until I stepped out into the baltic windsweep air and headed off to the cinema to see the thunderously sublime masterpiece "King Kong". Watched the very weird but generally okay "Big Fish" with S in the evening. Sunday I did Christmas shopping, went jogging, and went to the St. Andrews christmas carol service, which was a double-up between the Korean Church (where S goes every Sun) and the Baptist Church as they share the same church building. Real good time, not atall like anything I've been to before, it felt warm and friendly, and we got to see a baptism, hear a Korean Christmas carol (S sang) and get to sing carols ourselves. Not the usual carols, mind, these had different words but were along the lines of usual christmas carols.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

liquid terminator


Just finished "Ghostwritten" by David Mitchell, a book about a lot of different subjects based around what is real and what is unreal. Satalites controlling the future of the earth, but taking time out to have a philosophical discussion with a late-night talkshow dj-poet; sarin nervegassers; jazz player nippon teenager love; ghost-phantom in China and Mongolia; Petersberg maffia; london coolcat drummer. It felt complete and sometimes incomplete, in ways it was very similar to "Cloud Atlas" in that there are many interlocking stories, future and present and past, weird oddity people. Great book!
I've seen a number of films, Narnia, Flightplan, Harry Potter. This Fri the latest is King Kong, although it's the Work Christmas Party tomorrow. KK shall have to wait few more days. What is it with Crap cinemas in Cambridge? All three show the same, or variations thereof. The "arthouse" cinema shows harry potter, narnia. the only "arthouse" film is "march of the penguins". fuck a duck. the other two cinemas are multiplexes and show films Ive already seen, except for KK. Pah, bollocks to cinema of cambridge.
...what is the point of complaining if we do nothing to actually make a difference...
Write a letter, make a phone call, go to speak with someone in charge of film selection, it is our money membership that is stumping up the currency for the mainstream cinema that they pump out.

Monday, December 12, 2005

what a weird fucking week

...started off with a flash, I went running on Monday in dank doom along the river with my headtorch shining brightly. To see Harry Potter in the evening, after hearing that S shall be moving out in Jan. Badminton Tue night. Wed S cooked K food which was absolutely the bomb, her and I not clicking as usual. I've been trying far too much lately and I have run out of things to say to her, and the word that she's moving out in Jan has taken the wind from my sails this week. Jose Gonzalez rules by the way!!! Thu and Fri I vegged in the house although Fri I watched a movie at home w/ S. Sat I vegged more so, spoke w/ G and S. I affront a massive not wanting to speak with G as much as possible, when S is in the same room it is hard to talk. It's not intended this affront with G, he's a great bloke but I guess it's something to do with 2 blokes in the same joint asserting dominance or some psychobabble such as that. Put an ad online for S's room, perhaps her K friend B will take the room, she was ill today and S couldnt chew the cud with her about it. I've met B a number of times, great girl not enough English as of the moment, clever and rich and pretty, who knows when she gets hold of the lingo with a firmer grip. Went to see "Narnia..." at the flicks. Great film, The witch is pure evil, but white, also tricked by the mighty computer anim of Aslan. Showing hours of fucking adverts afront of the movies these days, at least 30 mins of repitious bollocks before the main joint, huh? Tonight I put chrimbo lights up in the house, read my latest book "Ghostwritten", listened to music and tried in vain to talk to S: again nothing in the tank, ughhh. What it must be like to be an old couple, thirty years down the isle and ran out of things to say... shit. My rents are 30yrs down the isle next weekend, they still communicate, get on very well, live together. There is hope in the world!!!

A word on this fucking template.


I know I know. This template sucks. I got horribly bored with the other one and decided any, I mean ANY, template would be better than the one I have. Means that I shall be doing some CSS in the next couple of weeks. You have been warned.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

forever lost

This Christmas I shall be wearing red. In my parents humble mansion in the Berkshires. In Berkshire. With my parents, brother, grandrents uncle and whomever else decides to be invited.
On the weekend I met up with Mum, aunties K and B, and cousin F. They did their annual Christmas shopping trek round Cambridge and I did some book buying and got a scrumptious Spanish lunch thrown in too (thanks rellos!). It is quite hilarious when Mum and K are out together, M and K always try to outdo each other with their signs of dominance and supremity - something in a family of 6 kids one would definitely have to do - and as M is learning Spanish at the moment, and K has recently been to Spain, this was the topic of fighting talk. I had been out on the town the night before so I was in no state to utter much of worthy conversation. Anyway, F and M chatted about Christmas out of K's earshot (the bro and I had been offered a Chrimbo with F and cousin R, but F changed her mind, not wanting to upset her mother, K) and have decided that we are not invited to Leicester afterall, bitter sobs of painful angst could have been ebbed but it works out well, I get to go to the rents and see some friends, etc over Christmas. Ace!

Wow, Korean food sure is amazing! Again I had korean food last night, S has exams this week so cooked Weds instead. If I knew the names of the dishes, I do ask but all I get is a jumble of korean words that my fumble-tongue cannot pronounce and my fingers cannot remember how to spell, and therefore have slipped into the deep abyss of unknown. We had sweet pork, kimchi+egg+pork "patties", and pork fried korean rice. Bloody tasty! What have the English got in comparison, huh? We adopt all the other good food from other countries, e.g. Indian, Thai, Mexican, Chinese, Italian... [the list could go on and on] but what have the British got to claim as our own? All I can think of is Roast Dinner, Fish and Chips. Huffing peckers, what kind of example of our magnificent culture is that? There is also Sticky Toffee Pudding, which I have to make for S, and the other housemates sometime before S moves back to Korea. Compared to uber nationalistic Koreans who rank their country, their food and everything they do as "the best in the world" one feels very David-like in comparison. Yes we ruled the world, and the majority of the world speaks our language, we (will) have the best climate (when the ice-age re-asserts itself) and people from all over the world flock to our fantastic island but our traditional food has no real class, as Korean food surely does.

Friday, December 02, 2005

depressing days...

Yo! When one doesn't run, the lack of the runners high, the lack of the endorphin rush, this is too much of a downer. And twice this week I have been motherfucking deeply fucked in the mental head. Today and Monday.
There have been a number of good things that happened today though. First of all I cooked a truly bloody tasty Pork Vindaloo, ate Kimchi, and had dinner with S. We watched "Shakespeare in Love" and "Eurotrip" latter very funny in a sick jock racist fratboy way, former warm fine story great film. Im really tired. Also Im going out tomorrow night with P from work and his buddies. There is a huge need for me to go out and get absolutely fucking wasted, break out of the cycle, meet some more new people and have a blast. All the Chrimbo parties are lining up, its going to get hectic pretty damn quickly. If only I knew where I were spending Christmas, either the parents or with Bro and Cousins.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

China vs. Korea

The decision made, the cash has been handed over, all that is left to do is hard hard graft :) I've enrolled onto an online TEFL course, something I have been planning to do for the last month. I have been struck by the urgent need to get the fuck out of here and taste the world as it is, not how it might be in ten or fifteen years time.
Has anyone checked out the amazing NEW Firefox 1.5?? The newest and bestest feature is the ability to move the tabs around, something I've been dying to do for fucking years. All the menus, and features are better, more stylish. It gets the bigandy "thumbs up"!!!
Travelling. Working while travelling. Getting paid to travel. How didn't eye find out aboot this b4? I decide upon Asia, of which there are two frontrunning countries that I am torn between, for different reasons. China and Korea. Modernity versus Communism, democracy versus a billion people. I will outline my thoughts of which I shall chose between these two great nations sometime soon, meanwhile I am knackered. Its past midnight and Im off to nod. Adios.

...Don't ask a question to which you don't already know the answer...